Lessons from the Dead
Excerpts From Poems
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I ventured to the far North Woods, very late last
fall,
To see deer dance and hear first hand, the wild wolf’s
plaintive call.
But it rained most days of my retreat, so the best that
I could do,
Was find some outdoor interests indoors, my nature to pursue.
I came upon a taxidermy temple deep within the wood,
Where all the animals of the world, in their native settings
stood.
The skins were stuffed so perfectly, their poses looked
so real,
A strange sensation seized me; I was captive in their field.
A large leopard loomed above my head, mounted in a tree,
And I thought I saw a muscle move and his eye affix on me. |
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I was studying the heavens one dark and starry
night,
When I felt an alien presence, just beyond my sight.
It had no solid body, just a pale and eerie glow.
It used no words and yet, its thoughts to me did flow.
I tried to disregard it, and shrink inside my telescope,
But its persistence was appalling, and left me little hope. |
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Winter white shrouds the ground with a silky sheet
of frozen dust.
Tufts of tired grass reach through like dying fingers to
grasp
The last rays of warmth in a world suddenly gone dead with
cold.
Thick gray clouds congest the sky, sending gasps of snow
formed flies
Swirling earthward, in frenzied flight, hoping hapless creatures
to torment.
Their wind-born voices chorus to angry howls as they whip
‘round
Corners, and whistle through lifeless limbs of leafless
trees. |
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In from the ocean, waves rolling and crashing,
On to the shore, they relentlessly pound,
Swept back to sea they return to their thrashing,
But surge back again with an angrier sound.
In from the ocean, a wild angry animal,
Pounding the beach to vent all its rage,
Frothing and foaming, a fury insatiable,
Charges the beach to escape from its cage.
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Essay Excerpts
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But the best gift God granted in those dark
times was an insight into the power of poems. Creating
and recalling them calmed my mind in life’s difficult
circumstances. It provided a perfect world where right
is always rewarded. Their lessons, repeated over and over,
reinforced my faith that God loved me and would see me
through my trials.
Now from the secure peak of retirement, looking back
over the lowlands of that depressing lifescape, I see
that the technical ideas I prized so highly then were
just mirages to draw me forward. As I read my publications
and patents where such ideas are entombed, they give me
scant pleasure. Their words don’t sing, just dryly
describe. They contain no universal truths, just partial
solutions to limited technical problems. Their importance
seems to fade as the years pass.
But the poems God led me to are like trusty friends who
fought beside me in heroic battles. Their voices ring
out with a rich resonance espousing the most important
aspects of existence. If anything, they’ve become
more powerful over the years as I have witnessed their
transforming effects at work in my own life. Truly, God’s
gift of poetry eased the burden of those soul unsettling
years, and helped lead me out of my valley of shadows
into the sunshine of a new day.
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